[ david narrows his eyes in thought for a moment, as if he doesn't buy it, but then he figures evan is petty enough that it's not a totally out there reason. regardless, pushing the issue would really just be a way to end up getting that cleaver embedded in his neck, and wouldn't that just be a waste of everyone's time? ]
[ he nods, fair enough, and turns to look at him properly. leans against the workbench and folds his arms over his chest, almost thoughtful for just the barest moment before his expression shifts to a smirk. ]
Sure it weren't just a reason to get me over here?
[ he nods, fair enough, and turns to look at him properly. leans against the workbench and folds his arms over his chest, almost thoughtful for just the barest moment before his expression shifts to a smirk. ]
Sure it weren't just a reason to get me over here?
[ david laughs, unfazed. maybe it should bother him, but when it's fired back at him like that, he just takes it as a quick retort and lets it slide off him. god forbid he spend a moment to consider the fact that he came out here on just the vaguest assurance that he'd be safe. from evan at least. ]
[ he shouldn't feel safe being here, and yet. ]
Takin' that as a yes.
[ he shouldn't feel safe being here, and yet. ]
Takin' that as a yes.
[ david laughs again, watches evan move about from where he's leaning against that workbench. ]
Yeah? Any suggestions then, big man?
[ he's like... 90% sure they're on the same page here, but part of him would be pretty entertained if they weren't. ]
Yeah? Any suggestions then, big man?
[ he's like... 90% sure they're on the same page here, but part of him would be pretty entertained if they weren't. ]
How?
[ there's an offhand comment that david just barely catches before it comes out of his mouth — can't exactly go down the mines, can i — but he knows exactly how that would go down and he's not-- he can't do that. even if he wasn't at a massive disadvantage here, adrenaline tanking, starting to feel the pain in the rest of his body, he'd have to be ready to kill if he started a fight here and evan's temper is way too short for him to brush off a comment like that. ]
[ be kind of a dick move after evan helped him out too. ]
[ david pushes away from the table and moves over to close the space between them, looks up at that mask — that fucking mask — and raises an eyebrow. ]
What do you want from me here, eh?
[ there's an offhand comment that david just barely catches before it comes out of his mouth — can't exactly go down the mines, can i — but he knows exactly how that would go down and he's not-- he can't do that. even if he wasn't at a massive disadvantage here, adrenaline tanking, starting to feel the pain in the rest of his body, he'd have to be ready to kill if he started a fight here and evan's temper is way too short for him to brush off a comment like that. ]
[ be kind of a dick move after evan helped him out too. ]
[ david pushes away from the table and moves over to close the space between them, looks up at that mask — that fucking mask — and raises an eyebrow. ]
What do you want from me here, eh?
[ the hand on his arm cuts off every other thought in his head, the consideration that he wouldn't mind going out and smashing shit. he resists the twist of his arm instinctively, the switch from something light and relaxed — playful, almost — to angry and combative is instant. ]
[ david looks up at him, shoulders squared, lips pulled in a sneer. his side hurts a little when he straightens up properly, but he doesn't think about it, moves closer into evan's space with a growl. ]
Make me.
[ david looks up at him, shoulders squared, lips pulled in a sneer. his side hurts a little when he straightens up properly, but he doesn't think about it, moves closer into evan's space with a growl. ]
Make me.
I don't need shit.
[ he wrenches his arm out of evan's grip, still staring daggers up at evan. he should be better than this, at holding it in, at not immediately getting fired up the second someone even hints at trying to push him around or intimidate him, but he can't help it. especially not when he thinks about last time and-- ]
[ it's really only the barest sliver of self-restraint that stops him immediately swinging. ]
But if you wanna act like cock of the walk about it- [ he punctuates with a shove. ] Then you're gonna have to make me.
[ he wrenches his arm out of evan's grip, still staring daggers up at evan. he should be better than this, at holding it in, at not immediately getting fired up the second someone even hints at trying to push him around or intimidate him, but he can't help it. especially not when he thinks about last time and-- ]
[ it's really only the barest sliver of self-restraint that stops him immediately swinging. ]
But if you wanna act like cock of the walk about it- [ he punctuates with a shove. ] Then you're gonna have to make me.
[ the confusion is plain on david's face, for a moment he wonders if he got the measure of the situation wrong, but he thinks about evan twisting his arm and decides, nah. bastard should've known better if he didn't want any hostility. ]
You wanna fuck, I'm almost always up for it, ain't makin' any secret of that.
[ god knows he'll take the distraction over just about anything else, even without the fact that evan has proved unfortunately very good to hook up with. compatible in a way that should be fucking obvious in hindsight. ]
[ david's still figuring this out. truthfully he doesn't have the greatest idea of what he himself wants, what he likes, but he's not so desperately ashamed of himself-- of this that he needs to dress it up as something it's not to feel okay with it. not that he objects to wrapping it up in a little violence, but he doesn't need evan acting like he's doing him a favour if that's how it's going to be either. ]
But if you wanna act like the size of you's something special? [ he raises his eyebrows, tilts his head forward when he speaks. ] Should know better than to think that's gonna get anythin' else outta me, Chuck.
You wanna fuck, I'm almost always up for it, ain't makin' any secret of that.
[ god knows he'll take the distraction over just about anything else, even without the fact that evan has proved unfortunately very good to hook up with. compatible in a way that should be fucking obvious in hindsight. ]
[ david's still figuring this out. truthfully he doesn't have the greatest idea of what he himself wants, what he likes, but he's not so desperately ashamed of himself-- of this that he needs to dress it up as something it's not to feel okay with it. not that he objects to wrapping it up in a little violence, but he doesn't need evan acting like he's doing him a favour if that's how it's going to be either. ]
But if you wanna act like the size of you's something special? [ he raises his eyebrows, tilts his head forward when he speaks. ] Should know better than to think that's gonna get anythin' else outta me, Chuck.
[ if he wasn't already halfway to fucking furious, the innuendo would get a laugh out of david, an amused snort at the very least, maybe a joke fired back. as it is, he's busy trying to decide which of the latter part of all that he should be more offended by. ]
Half fuckin' bite am I?
[ he licks his lips, looks at him with hard eyes, the anger in him a steady thing that's easy. comfortable. too much so, probably, because he knows he shouldn't say what he's about to, but he can't stop himself. ]
Half bark and half bite when I had you cut up out there too, was I?
Half fuckin' bite am I?
[ he licks his lips, looks at him with hard eyes, the anger in him a steady thing that's easy. comfortable. too much so, probably, because he knows he shouldn't say what he's about to, but he can't stop himself. ]
Half bark and half bite when I had you cut up out there too, was I?
[ david honestly has no idea what he wants here, all he knows is just a few minutes ago he was in a surprisingly good mood and now he's itching to see blood. of course, with david switching back can be just as fast too, but right now he feels like a dog pulling on a rope. growling, desperate for something even if it doesn't know what that is. ]
Oh-- My apologies for offerin' you a choice in how you went out.
[ sure, okay, it was for himself. stalling, looking for a reason it wouldn't just be him killing someone in a rage like he was always afraid he would one day. just lose control and tear someone apart. ]
[ sometimes he thinks he should just give into it, especially here where it barely even fucking matters, thinks about evan's lifeless body and the satisfaction that came with it, always just a brief thing before the nausea sets in. not over the killing, but the way blood on his hands and a body at his feet feels right to some fucked up part of him. like that's what he was made for. ]
[ between the way that thought makes him sick to his stomach, and the fact that he and evan have found this weird sort of civility — fragile as it is — it's what keeps the clenched fists at his sides instead of throwing a punch. no small one either, the kind that would break a normal man's jaw. david backs up a step instead, not exactly disengaging but something like it. not enough like it, because he can't stop himself from going on. ]
Won't make that mistake next time, don't you worry.
Oh-- My apologies for offerin' you a choice in how you went out.
[ sure, okay, it was for himself. stalling, looking for a reason it wouldn't just be him killing someone in a rage like he was always afraid he would one day. just lose control and tear someone apart. ]
[ sometimes he thinks he should just give into it, especially here where it barely even fucking matters, thinks about evan's lifeless body and the satisfaction that came with it, always just a brief thing before the nausea sets in. not over the killing, but the way blood on his hands and a body at his feet feels right to some fucked up part of him. like that's what he was made for. ]
[ between the way that thought makes him sick to his stomach, and the fact that he and evan have found this weird sort of civility — fragile as it is — it's what keeps the clenched fists at his sides instead of throwing a punch. no small one either, the kind that would break a normal man's jaw. david backs up a step instead, not exactly disengaging but something like it. not enough like it, because he can't stop himself from going on. ]
Won't make that mistake next time, don't you worry.
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[ david just stands there for a moment, staring, seething. like part of him is searching for a way to draw it out, make it into an actual fight, however that ends up shaking out. he's so wound up, desperate for it almost, something to justify the way he feels like a pot ready to boil over. ]
[ later on, he'll be surprised about evan's restraint. right now it's just a disappointment that sits heavy in his gut. a deep dissatisfaction he's not going to be rid of until the next trial. ]
[ he backs up a step, still eyeing evan, and then turns to pick up his clothes. just the thought of lifting his arm to put his shirt back on makes his shoulder spike in pain, so david just holds them in a frustrated fist. ]
Don't know why the fuck I came out here anyway.
[ later on, he'll be surprised about evan's restraint. right now it's just a disappointment that sits heavy in his gut. a deep dissatisfaction he's not going to be rid of until the next trial. ]
[ he backs up a step, still eyeing evan, and then turns to pick up his clothes. just the thought of lifting his arm to put his shirt back on makes his shoulder spike in pain, so david just holds them in a frustrated fist. ]
Don't know why the fuck I came out here anyway.
[ david's gotten pretty good at respecting evan's space, his things. even avoids stealing from him unless he's certain this is the only place he can get something. doesn't disarm more traps than he absolutely has to to get around, and never breaks them. there's something tenuous there, a kind of mutual decency that he'd like to maintain if he can. ]
[ which is all what david would've thought before that last trial. before trapper threw him up on a hook with a terse reminder that david owes him, as if he'd fucking forgotten. maybe it was a rough one for him, or maybe david was just especially annoying that time, he doesn't know, but he does know that something about it pissed him off enough that he wasn't even afraid to die while he hung on that hook. all he'd been able to think about at the time was wishing he could just pull himself off and smash the bastard's head in with a rock. how fucking dare he. ]
[ and david tries not to carry that shit with him once a trial's over, sometimes even successfully, but this time? this time he storms over there the second he's back at the campfire. this time he makes a point to break the traps he has to disarm to get down the mine. if there was a way to wreck them so bad it would be impossible to repair or reforge them, david would with no hesitation. ]
You in here? [ david calls when he makes it to the workshop, assuming sooner or later he'll be seeing an angry trapper ready to take his head for the disrespect, but david doesn't care about that. ]
[ which is all what david would've thought before that last trial. before trapper threw him up on a hook with a terse reminder that david owes him, as if he'd fucking forgotten. maybe it was a rough one for him, or maybe david was just especially annoying that time, he doesn't know, but he does know that something about it pissed him off enough that he wasn't even afraid to die while he hung on that hook. all he'd been able to think about at the time was wishing he could just pull himself off and smash the bastard's head in with a rock. how fucking dare he. ]
[ and david tries not to carry that shit with him once a trial's over, sometimes even successfully, but this time? this time he storms over there the second he's back at the campfire. this time he makes a point to break the traps he has to disarm to get down the mine. if there was a way to wreck them so bad it would be impossible to repair or reforge them, david would with no hesitation. ]
You in here? [ david calls when he makes it to the workshop, assuming sooner or later he'll be seeing an angry trapper ready to take his head for the disrespect, but david doesn't care about that. ]
[ david whips around on the spot when he hears the door slam open, moments after he'd come storming in, and he's still pissed off. marches up to trapper and reaches out with both hands to shove him hard. ]
The fuck was that?
[ it's probably the angriest he's ever been with evan, not just pissed, but fucking offended. it was a rough trial, so fucking what. it happens. ]
I owe you so I should just up and fuckin' die is it?
The fuck was that?
[ it's probably the angriest he's ever been with evan, not just pissed, but fucking offended. it was a rough trial, so fucking what. it happens. ]
I owe you so I should just up and fuckin' die is it?
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