[ most people don't like the loss of control, he knows, but not to this degree. maybe they get that he's going to overpower them anyway and just give up. something david won't - maybe can't - do. it would make sense, given that he knows he can kill evan.
untying david now won't make things any better, he's certain. plus he doesn't want to. but, despite everything else in him, he's not quite sure he wants to piss david off this badly during this, since it might mean he won't come back. ]
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[ most people don't like the loss of control, he knows, but not to this degree. maybe they get that he's going to overpower them anyway and just give up. something david won't - maybe can't - do. it would make sense, given that he knows he can kill evan.
untying david now won't make things any better, he's certain. plus he doesn't want to. but, despite everything else in him, he's not quite sure he wants to piss david off this badly during this, since it might mean he won't come back. ]
Didn't need your hands the last couple times.