Not-- [ wow, that caught him off. david clears his throat, glances aside for a second. ] Not to finish, no.
[ it's almost comical the way having to address that instantly makes david deflate. it's both mortifying to directly acknowledge that evan's made him come untouched more than once, that he really only seems to be getting better at it, but also to tell someone who is that consistently good that he doesn't like what he's doing feels crazy to him. ]
[ there's a lot that plays into it, things david is only slightly aware of. he doesn't like being restrained, he likes being able to touch. he doesn't trust evan. ]
You're gonna do whatever you want, so fuckin'-- [ he makes to gesture, but obviously his hands are still bound so that doesn't go anywhere. ]
[ he's still gonna fight about it, but he'd rather just get on with it than sit around talking about it. ]
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[ it's almost comical the way having to address that instantly makes david deflate. it's both mortifying to directly acknowledge that evan's made him come untouched more than once, that he really only seems to be getting better at it, but also to tell someone who is that consistently good that he doesn't like what he's doing feels crazy to him. ]
[ there's a lot that plays into it, things david is only slightly aware of. he doesn't like being restrained, he likes being able to touch. he doesn't trust evan. ]
You're gonna do whatever you want, so fuckin'-- [ he makes to gesture, but obviously his hands are still bound so that doesn't go anywhere. ]
[ he's still gonna fight about it, but he'd rather just get on with it than sit around talking about it. ]