[ david lets his hand drift from evan's wrist when he moves his hand, feeling out what he can of evan's chest — he doesn't avoid the permanently open wounds, but is careful around them, gently traces the length of the longest one with his thumb like he's curious about it. moves his hand up and around to the back of evan's neck when he feels the bite of teeth against his throat. ]
[ there's part of him that feels like he shouldn't want this like he does, like when he made that break it was the right decision, one he should've stuck to, but there's something about this that has such a magnetic allure. david couldn't say what, exactly. if it's the heat that radiates off evan, or the way he always smells just a bit like blood and smoke. maybe it's the way he always feels him out in a way that's different to what he's used to, where people just see his muscles and want to get their hands on them-- not that that's something david has complaints about, this is just... it's different. like the way too that evan has honed in on things that just work for him and it kind of drives david insane because it's not like nobody's ever been rough with him or bitten him before, so he has no fucking idea what it is about this that makes such a difference. ]
[ maybe he's just overthinking it. should just let himself enjoy this, what ever this is now. breathes out a sigh through his nose and takes a deep breath when he realises where evan's hand is going. ]
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[ there's part of him that feels like he shouldn't want this like he does, like when he made that break it was the right decision, one he should've stuck to, but there's something about this that has such a magnetic allure. david couldn't say what, exactly. if it's the heat that radiates off evan, or the way he always smells just a bit like blood and smoke. maybe it's the way he always feels him out in a way that's different to what he's used to, where people just see his muscles and want to get their hands on them-- not that that's something david has complaints about, this is just... it's different. like the way too that evan has honed in on things that just work for him and it kind of drives david insane because it's not like nobody's ever been rough with him or bitten him before, so he has no fucking idea what it is about this that makes such a difference. ]
[ maybe he's just overthinking it. should just let himself enjoy this, what ever this is now. breathes out a sigh through his nose and takes a deep breath when he realises where evan's hand is going. ]