[ david vastly prefers having something other than spit to ease the way, he's learned that much. just like he's learned that where he thought it was inexperience that made him bad at these initial parts, it's not. it just seems to be the way he is, that he has to consciously take a deep breath, focus on relaxing enough. maybe it feels too much like giving up a real measure of control or something? he doesn't know, he hasn't thought about it particularly deeply, nor is he ever likely to. ]
[ the mouth on his neck is a help though, something else to focus on. david moans softly when evan finds a spot that hits particularly sharply, lights up his senses for a second. fingers digging in and relaxing where he's holding on to evan. ]
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[ the mouth on his neck is a help though, something else to focus on. david moans softly when evan finds a spot that hits particularly sharply, lights up his senses for a second. fingers digging in and relaxing where he's holding on to evan. ]