[ it might not be ego, but david takes it as such, confused and angrier for it. fingers digging in harder against evan's wrist just out of spite more than anything. david doesn't want to want him, but he does, and it stings to have to verbalise that. not even for the first time. so david can only assume he needs his ego fluffed, needs to be told he's a better fuck than anyone else in the fog so he can feel big and important. ]
[ he scowls. honest, sure, but david refuses to say more than he has to. ]
You think I'd put up with this shit if I didn't?
[ he squeezes a little harder just to emphasise what 'this shit' is. ]
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[ it might not be ego, but david takes it as such, confused and angrier for it. fingers digging in harder against evan's wrist just out of spite more than anything. david doesn't want to want him, but he does, and it stings to have to verbalise that. not even for the first time. so david can only assume he needs his ego fluffed, needs to be told he's a better fuck than anyone else in the fog so he can feel big and important. ]
[ he scowls. honest, sure, but david refuses to say more than he has to. ]
You think I'd put up with this shit if I didn't?
[ he squeezes a little harder just to emphasise what 'this shit' is. ]