[ david frowns, feeling childish of all things all of a sudden. ]
I've got the unfortunate affliction of actually bein' attracted to you and your ugly mug, so I come out here. Simple as.
[ he hates this kind of honesty, the inherent vulnerability that comes with it, but he's not nearly as bad at communicating it as some people. but here, with evan? it's not just vulnerability, it's exposing a weakness. feels like the moment after stepping in a trap, watching trapper walk toward you. more frustrating for the fact that the few times he's offered this honesty out, evan never reciprocates, but david isn't even sure if he wants that this time. he doesn't think so. ]
[ he manages to keep his voice even, at least, a frown of concentration on his face as he looks past evan toward the wall behind him. ]
Clearly that's not the case for you, and you wouldn't put up with my shit if all you wanted was another hole to fuck, So I don't get it.
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[ david frowns, feeling childish of all things all of a sudden. ]
I've got the unfortunate affliction of actually bein' attracted to you and your ugly mug, so I come out here. Simple as.
[ he hates this kind of honesty, the inherent vulnerability that comes with it, but he's not nearly as bad at communicating it as some people. but here, with evan? it's not just vulnerability, it's exposing a weakness. feels like the moment after stepping in a trap, watching trapper walk toward you. more frustrating for the fact that the few times he's offered this honesty out, evan never reciprocates, but david isn't even sure if he wants that this time. he doesn't think so. ]
[ he manages to keep his voice even, at least, a frown of concentration on his face as he looks past evan toward the wall behind him. ]
Clearly that's not the case for you, and you wouldn't put up with my shit if all you wanted was another hole to fuck, So I don't get it.