[ that gets a laugh out of evan - a real one, though not loud, or long, or really notable. but it's more than a snort, more than some grim amused noise at someone dying in a way he thinks they deserve.
so he doesn't demand more, or make things worse. he can hear the anger again, so he loosens his grip on david's hair just slightly, gives him a little more leeway to move, and picks up the pace again. hard and rough, if not so fast he's losing control. he is starting to lose some part of himself to this, though. stoic he might be but he's not immune to this.
just as long as he doesn't lose control completely first. that's the important part, in the fucked-up pride he carries here. he shifts his grip on david's arm slightly, leaving red marks that'll bruise for sure before he long and finds a new place to leave even more. ]
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so he doesn't demand more, or make things worse. he can hear the anger again, so he loosens his grip on david's hair just slightly, gives him a little more leeway to move, and picks up the pace again. hard and rough, if not so fast he's losing control. he is starting to lose some part of himself to this, though. stoic he might be but he's not immune to this.
just as long as he doesn't lose control completely first. that's the important part, in the fucked-up pride he carries here. he shifts his grip on david's arm slightly, leaving red marks that'll bruise for sure before he long and finds a new place to leave even more. ]