[ it's difficult to respond to that, hard to explain what he's thinking and feeling, why that feels like a vast oversimplification. it should be reassuring, but evan never seems to grasp the minutiae of these things. not wanting to be something doesn't stop you becoming it. ]
[ he stops and starts a few times, trying to figure out how to reply, but a different question worms its way into his head. ]
So you started out wanting it?
[ he doesn't know why, but that feels hard to believe. ]
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[ he stops and starts a few times, trying to figure out how to reply, but a different question worms its way into his head. ]
So you started out wanting it?
[ he doesn't know why, but that feels hard to believe. ]