[ he almost, almost tries to make david beg. almost tells him to do it. the words are just about on his tongue when those fragments of self-control weigh in and stop him, because they know, if nothing else, that david will kick him right in the dick and storm out if he tries that.
it's hard enough to do with even the other survivors, who don't have david's determination to be the biggest pain in his ass possible, or at least the dedication to actually do it. still. the idea lingers.
instead he strokes him, lets go of his hair to reach up and undo the buckles on his waders. first the one attached to the hook, then the one over his shoulder. always that order to avoid the pain of the metal dragging through his muscles and bones. ]
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it's hard enough to do with even the other survivors, who don't have david's determination to be the biggest pain in his ass possible, or at least the dedication to actually do it. still. the idea lingers.
instead he strokes him, lets go of his hair to reach up and undo the buckles on his waders. first the one attached to the hook, then the one over his shoulder. always that order to avoid the pain of the metal dragging through his muscles and bones. ]