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evan | trapper. ([personal profile] bloodandbrass) wrote2021-04-08 05:44 am
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[personal profile] sprintbursts 2023-08-05 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her voice is low and raspy. He certainly knows where she is now. Any moment she's dead. Unless she can force her legs to move again. Off with a bang. Unless she drops from blood loss. ]

Why not?

[ 'I want to gut you and make your own intenstines trail after you.' ]

It might make your heart grow three sizes that day.

[ 'I want to string you up for the crows to peck on. I want to be the one that slices your throat from ear-to-ear.' ]
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[personal profile] sprintbursts 2023-08-06 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's a maybe. But it's a maybe for— later. No dice. No cigar. Tonight she's screwed. She realizes this just as she hears his boot settle only so many steps away. It displaces a twig. Not a snap, but a quiet straining of the wood.

Meg barrels forward from her hiding spot, her mind whirling as she keeps track of her legs, her spinning thoughts, cottony from blood loss. The timing is tricky, but her nail clips the release, the flashbang hits the ground, and she shoots off like a gun.

There really isn't much gas though after the initial burst. ]
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[personal profile] sprintbursts 2023-08-06 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Adrenaline is good medicine, but only for so long. There's a series of obstacles, rocks and half-walls that Meg skirts around, praying she can make her tracks confusing enough to finally slip away. Either to safety, or to a private place to bleed out and die. She sees the trap when it's nearly too late, her bad ankle twisting in the air to avoid it, overstepping onto the ground and upending herself.

She avoids it, but she slams her shoulder into the ground. Any other day, that would be a win. One she could bounce up from and take off rabbit-fast. Not today. She hits the ground and the wound around her middle pulses. No amount of butterfly bandages and a haphazardly tied hoodie can keep the mess together now.

What are all those stages of grief? She already hit bargaining. And depression is already baked-in to every moment of their existance here. In comes acceptance. She rolls onto her back and snickers. Then she laughs, eyes on a facsimile night sky as she hears his boots approach. ]
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[personal profile] sprintbursts 2023-08-07 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
No. [ She spits out, hacks out. There's blood on her teeth, bubbling up at the corners of her mouth. She laughs again, grinning up with blood between her teeth. ] Thought of a— joke. Ever hear the one about the tortoise and the—

[ Meg hacks up a glob of red mess on her chin. Her hand slides over, hand gripping her hoodie and pulling it up. Her abdomen is a sliced mess, made worse by the poor patch job and the running for her life. She'll probably bleed out soon enough, but: ]

Weren't you raised better? Don't— gloat.
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[personal profile] sprintbursts 2023-08-08 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
My mother raised me just right.

[ She hooks her bloody teeth over her bottom lip when she smiles, little rabbit teeth. A rabbit, a hare, what's the difference really? They both kick when they're grabbed. They both bite hard and squeal strange jackrabbit sounds, eerie and alarming. They're both prey.

She's mocked him plenty. She mocks him right now, her hand, bloody from her stomach, gestures toward... all of her. She doesn't have anything to lose. She tried bargaining, and though she'll come back again, and again and again, for a moment her hindbrain is aflutter with the approaching death. No matter how much it happens, it always brings: fear. Regardless of what logic says, the brain never wants to die. ]


And I know. Aren't you going to finish it? That's the part you jerk it to afterwards, right?
sprintbursts: swansong (5)

sorry for disappearing! she'll be dead soon...

[personal profile] sprintbursts 2023-09-04 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
He's probably jerking it right now. [ She means for her hand to gesture toward the forest, to wherever Ghost Face is, snapping shots of her dying at the Trapper's feet. If he is out there, maybe he'll taunt her with them later. It always feels fucked. Looking at a picture of herself, guts steaming. But her hand doesn't raise this time, just twitches where it lays. The panic rises. ]

P-power fantasy. [ Or something like it. Maybe he just finds her pathetic. Likes watching her bleed out without lifting a finger. She doesn't feel pathetic, she knows in that space her soul resided that she's iron, that she's— she's— maybe she is pathetic. She doesn't actually want to die.

She feels cold even though her guts had felt so hot. She sucks in an awful breath. It's a rattle, it's close to a cry. She's so close to the edge, that moment of nothing; it's frightening to watch it coming. To realize, she doesn't know if she wants to see the campfire. If she wants nothing, nothing ever again. To really, really be dead. She blurts out in a shaky breath to a serial killer: ]
I don't k-know if I want to come back.
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rip 🙏🎀

[personal profile] sprintbursts 2023-09-05 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
FUCK— that. [ She can't get much more out, words bloody and body twitching as her heart gives a flutter, hand on the earth opening and closing a few inches from the Trapper's boot. Maybe she's reaching for him. Doesn't matter, she's too weak. She dies gritting her teeth, her eyes shining until they...

Dim. Go dim. Her mouth slackens too, little fierce rabbit body gone slack, light, whatever went into making it a being gone now. Just a body. Just a creature caught in a trap, that ran as hard as it could.

If she were there, she'd probably say:

That's all folks. ]