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evan | trapper. ([personal profile] bloodandbrass) wrote2021-04-08 05:44 am
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-14 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
Wasn't--

[ is about as far as he gets. cut off as david makes another of those quiet, complaining noises when evan presses into him, starts to move his free hand but weighing his options, the bit of relief it'd offer isn't enough to run the risk of actually having his hand broken this time around. ]

[ though he does start to reconsider that when evan starts to move, it definitely makes him sure he would've been willing to kill evan over trying to fuck him without anything because it's not great without having the time to adjust first. he grits his teeth and bites down on a groan and lets it out as a hitched breath instead, because like hell is he letting evan have any indication that he's even just a little in pain, even if it's to be expected. it's not unbearable, and he knows the balance will shift. ]

[ if evan hears david utter a soft, breathless "wanker" under his breath though, well they both know he's right about that one. not that david is necessarily any better. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-15 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ in this moment it's a blessing honestly. maybe when he's a bit more experienced he could take something rough right out the gate, but right now it lets him ease in, a little less sore which means a little less temperamental in turn. ]

[ well, until evan pins his arm behind his back anyway, and david wriggles, strains like he could pull his arm out of evan's grip through the power of being in a shitty mood alone. gasps when evan pulls his head up, kind of mad that it does something for him, but that's low on the list of things he wants to fight about right now. ]


Sayin' that like you don't want it.

[ he figures they're two peas in a pod on this one, the desire for something rough and violent paired with the way it only adds fuel to that anger instead of smothering it. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-15 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Wasn't looking for it.

[ it's obvious it takes a lot of effort on his part to get the words out, voice low and rough and a bit stilted, it's a bit hard to speak clearly when someone's actively fucking you, turns out. ]

Didn't hesitate once the idea was there though, did you?

[ the twist of his arm with evan getting rougher gets him, has him taper off into a moan he doesn't have the chance to bite down on. he plants his hand on the table, tries to push up a little, or back. to move any way at all and get a little control, but he gets nowhere with it. can't even let his head fall forward with the hand in his hair. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-15 10:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a pretty swift change, like he's forgotten what he was saying and how he was acting just moments ago. part of him wants to keep arguing, if only to stop evan acting like he knows him so fucking well, but everything that evan's doing just about short-circuits david's brain for a moment. ]

[ he's dimly aware of the way his fingers scrape at the surface of the table, looking for something to grip, to find a little purchase, but he's far more aware of the dig of the edge of the table against his hips. the pain across his scalp and the teeth behind his ear that makes him moan louder, makes him curse and shudder. unsurprisingly it does a lot for him-- to him, every little ache and pain across his body something bright that only intensifies the whole thing for him. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-16 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ god it pisses him off something awful, the way evan can just do this to him, pisses him off enough that part of him wants to rip his way out of evan's grip and leave because — and it's by no means the first time he's thought this — but it shouldn't be this fucking easy to turn him into, well. this. ]

[ unfortunately for the way his pride has decided right now is the time to swell up and take a beating, it feels way too fucking good for him to call it unprovoked. not with the way his volume picks up when evan starts fucking him again, the way he swears harsh and desperate with the way he pulls him up and back. ]

[ it's all overwhelming, enough so that it takes a moment for the question to filter through, confusing the hell out of him. ]


You what?
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-16 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ he has to do it in steps; parse the statement, think about what it means, try to think of a response. it's slow, but it brings the anger back to the foreground. is he really that far gone that evan thinks he can bend him over and what? get him to beg? tell him he's desperate for this-- for him? ]

[ david growls, grips at the edge of the table to ground himself since apparently the pain isn't good enough to give him a little clarity, (or bad enough, depending on how you look at it,) speaks through gritted teeth between panting breaths. ]


Enough we're gonna have a problem if you stop.

[ if that's not good enough for him then too fucking bad. david's not so gone on this that he's forgotten who the fuck he is. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-17 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ okay-- okay, good. he wasn't particularly looking forward to telling evan to get the fuck off him, truth be told. he takes a breath, one that immediately comes back out on a harsh curse when evan picks back up again. ]

[ some stubborn part of himself thinks he should hold out a little, refuse to be the one who finishes first, but david's not interested in drawing this out any longer just to get a little bump to his ego. he moves his free hand from the edge of the table to wrap around his cock, tilts his head back what little he can with that desperate edge back to his voice, arm flexing in evan's grip. ]

[ david swears again, it doesn't take long once he has himself in hand, stuttering out of him with the movement of evan behind him. breath shaking between low groans, encouraging for the moment. the sensitivity hasn't set in just yet. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-17 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the grab comes as a surprise, catches david out, as does being pinned all over again. he strains against evan's grip, doesn't buck or thrash, but he isn't still either. ]

Get the fuck off me.

[ david snarls, not entirely unlike a trapped animal, continuing to struggle against him. he's not interested in trying to justify himself or making some sort of an insincere apology or whatever. all he knows is he wants evan's bulk off him. a decent amount of distance wouldn't go amiss either. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-17 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's strange, he would've thought this'd do something to soothe the anger, leave him with that warm sense of calm for a bit, but he's just as pissed as before - only too worn out to do much about it unless he's pushed. of course, having both hands pinned doesn't help much either. ]

[ he could think about why — maybe — but not right now. right now he needs some breathing room, and evan's too busy trying to prove a point or some fucking thing to give it apparently. ]

[ david takes a breath, thinking for a second about their relative positions, bends a leg up under the table and kicks backward, aiming for a knee but he'll take a shin. anything really so long as it hits. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-17 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ god that is a new kind of pain. the pinning, the pressure, that's all whatever, and evan still being inside him wasn't necessarily unpleasant when he was mostly still, but that bit of jostling is enough that it hits his senses sharp and blinding for. he shudders, presses his forehead against the table and lets out a low whine. ]

Told you to get the fuck off me.

[ pulls again at evan's grip on his arms for emphasis. it feels insane to him that this is even an issue right now. ]

Still fuckin' holding me down and you wanna ask what my problem is? The fuck's wrong with you?
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-18 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ david snorts, like that's going to happen, but he takes the space with a grunt of pain at the stiffness in his shoulders. puts his forearms down on the table and just kind of... stays there for a bit, catching his breath. it's not the usual post-fuck breathlessness, but deep, panting breaths like recovering from running a mile. ]

[ it's been a lot. and it's not like he didn't enjoy the sex, even if it did kick up a bunch of shit he'd rather not ever think about or feel ever again, but somehow he's more pissed off than when he came in here. doesn't really know what to do with that. or about it. ]

[ he's probably just overthinking things. just needs to catch his breath and get his head on straight. ]
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[personal profile] hardlydead 2023-11-18 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ once he feels a little less like he's about to vibrate out of his own skin, david pushes himself up and steps away from the table. stumbles, turns out his legs aren't quite solid under him just yet, but he catches himself without it being more than just a little dip in his step. ]

[ he does, however, hold up a hand in a gesture that should say don't you start loud and clear to evan. ]


Paid up then, yeah?

[ he means for it to come out as a joke, casual and nonchalant while he pulls his pants back up, but his tone falls kind of flat. normally he'd be mortified at missing the mark like that, but david knows evan's not going to call him on it, so it's whatever. ]

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